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BE STILL MY HEART

My heart is already giving up on me. I can feel it wont last long enough for me to be able to get out of my relationship. I dont even know if I will last till Christmas. Knowing that I might die soon is sad and yet inevitable being where I am. Nope this is not a suicide note. I mean if I can stretch my life to see my son longer I would but the situation that I am in at the moment literally hurts my heart. Every time I see my husband I can feel a sharp pain in my heart. Last Saturday I saw my in-law and I cried so much as I am gasping for air. My heart is on the verge of dying.


Nope dont bother giving me those charities and government institutions that can help me. I called them all. But no one seems to care about me. The girl who cries a lot. At one time I actually thought I have this chance to finally get out of this house but nope false alarm. The world is busy living and it doesnt have time to stop to help someone like me. I think they will only pay attention if I am dead already. Too late mate!


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